My GirlDad's confession:
Pregnancy: don't feel much about being a dad
Birth: oh wow this is ... cute
0-6mo: how does this work?
Now 15mo: every day I'm like "I love you I love you you cutie pie!"
I have 3. Oldest is 5 and youngest 3m.
When they were born I felt a big relief but no magical instant love. I thought I was being a bad dad, but everyone is different. The more they grow and more experiences I share with them, the more I love them.